dunno what made me write
dunno what reminds me thy
but whenever i feel m out
m dragged deep down

don’t understand
neither define
how m confined
to these lies

i know its not feasble
and i know what its goona be
i had been reasonable all my life
and now m reasoned out
out of my own life

the urge is beckoning
and desire deafening
towards you my every move
and yet m moving away
i hope there is a threshold
here somewhere
and once out
m out for good
won’t blame you
but its
not me either

I would have tried you know
but pain is something
i don’t want for you
it’s something m used to
nothing too loose to…