Odd this might sound 
the way I have been
Feeling awake when
deep asleep

They call it awakening 
I don’t know how
I am too lost
I can’t think now

They say it’s darkest
when dawn is near
I have been here
Longer than I can bear
they ask me to look 
for the light
but I can’t find 
a hole to sight
fear is gripping
me harder than ever
moving my feet 
is taking forever
I feel like 
I am being consumed
by thinking dark
and feeling doomed

they say alot
all of them
But I know better
better than them
waiting for good 
will be no good
for time long
its been my hood
and despite the dark
I can see clearer

to see the light
enlighten within
to awake in time
do dream